1. |
omw
01:28
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i want you to know
that i have hope in you
i cant stick around
i have too much to do
i want you to know that you'll be fine
so many things that you will find
i’ll always be here somehow
i used to read you but i can't now
tell me how you feel
please just be real
i want you to know, oh
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2. |
fwiw
03:40
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i don't wanna fall in love
but i don't wanna be alone
afraid of what's to come
but what it is that i'm so afraid of?
you can hold my hand
no not like that, please go
don't know how to feel
i think it's real but how would i know
move over
i die each time you say my name
come closer
it's not your fault i take the blame
and for what it's worth
this back and forth ain't worth it
detach yourself from me
just leave, sorry that i couldn't be perfect
come closer
but i don't want to cause you pain
move over
can't put you through all this again
how will i know if i never try?
i'm just scared i'll run out of time
and that you'll leave without saying why
i'll prepare myself to never call you mine
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3. |
wbu
02:57
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i've been thinking way too much
about the things that shouldn't stay
as long as you are by my side
promise you won't go away
toujours dans la nuit je pense beaucoup de toi
je dormirai seulement si tu m'atteins, ouais
je ne fermerai pas mes yeux
ta voix est tout ce que je veux entendre
dans la nuit je pense beaucoup, et toi?
i've been thinking way too much
about the things that shouldn't stay
as long as you are by my side
promise you won't go away
toujours dans la nuit je pense beaucoup de toi
je dormirai seulement si tu m'atteins, ouais
je ne fermerai pas mes yeux
ta voix est tout ce que je veux entendre
je ne vais pas dormir avant de voir le soleil
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4. |
imh
03:51
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in my head i lost touch with reality
am i dead?
oh no, i think they're afraid of me
how long am i gonna feel this way?
(passed out on my bedroom floor)
hey mom, do you think i'll be okay?
(can't feel my hands anymore)
if it's the last night for me
hold both my hands tight
as i go in peace
cause i'm convinced
i have reached my end
(all these headlights blinding me)
i'm done, i quit
a white flag turned to red
(why is all this happening?)
6am still haven’t been to sleep
7 hours trapped inside this dream
roll my window down and feel the breeze
then i feel a light fall over me
(could it be?)
finally
i am free
day by day
don't fear
it's not my time yet
i will stay right here
and find peace in my head
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5. |
brb
03:47
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6. |
gn
03:20
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no point in believing
things that you can’t see
or am I out of my own mind?
could you just tell me that
it's not meant to be instead
of wasting both our time
i wanted to be
the air that you breathe
but now i have lost your gaze
so much for dreaming
tried to believe that
you wouldn't go away
outside and out of place
just in it for the chase
brought me into your world
because you were bored
i hope i made it all worthwhile
did i fill the void?
or silence any noise?
does the thought of me make you go wild?
i know the answer
both of my hands hurt
carrying both of us
please let her go
the second you know that
she's not the one you love
was it my fault for trying?
i knew you wouldn't say goodnight
though the silence hurts
the words you used were worse
i'm glad i’ve learned my lesson now
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7. |
lmk
02:54
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open up my window late at night
trying to see what's beyond the light
search for meaning, i should let it go
maybe i'm just never supposed to know
sometimes i feel so safe
but it never seems to stay
i carry so much weight
but maybe, that will change
could you please stay here right next to me
until i learn how to fall asleep
every night my fears fill up my head
i just wish that i could catch my breath
been a while since i've felt safe
when will all this go away?
i carry so much weight
i don't think i can change
if i become too much please let me know
won't blame you if you decide to go
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8. |
gtg
04:02
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once i had a dream
you said you were in love with me
but i woke up too soon
how i want to be the brightest thing you’ve ever seen
but you only see blue
tried to take your pain away
i guess it didn’t work
bite my tongue so i don’t say
three unrequited words
let me know when you’re home safe
and call me if it hurts
do i make it worse?
throw away all of my pride
just to make sure you’re alright
don’t know if i choose
to care for me or care for you
time will tell, i suppose
guess we won't get to
do all the things we said we'd do
never even came close
only ever meant to be
the character in my dreams
don't take it personally
but i think it's best if i leave
love won’t last
you know?
i’ll end this fast
i got to go
once more i'll listen
to all those pretty songs you sent
and think of you when i do
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9. |
mia
03:19
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do not cause me harm
i’m weaker than you think
IV in my arm, i cannot speak
over the sound of machines
heart racing, inpatient
i’ve lost all sense
more medication, but at what expense?
don’t try and reach me
i can’t have company
i’m missing in action
i don’t want compassion
or overreaction
flat lines, fluorescent lights
i’ve resigned, at least i tried
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10. |
irl
02:48
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searching for ways to feel safe
i’m in deep, recurringly
no one can
no one will save me
twenty years down, how many more?
i think i should open my eyes before i can’t
it’s always been in front of me
farsighted, i know i’m free
but to what degree?
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